Friday 21 October 2011

L'll "heart"!!


yes............, today again i got chance to get out and spend sometime with nature.
i set out my journey.although mentally i was upset(  mostly) but some sort of thinking was there. i was very cool and calm thinking about many things.i really wanted to change my mood. i started my walk.with small thoughts in my mind i was walking . as i moved further i saw some people sowing potatoes. guess what?
one l'll boy(my neighbor) called me and asked me to close my eyes.i unwillingly did it. to my surprise i saw a heart shaped potato in my hand(well, some may say it wasn't "exactly" heart. but for me it was heart shaped). it was really amazing. i never saw heart shaped potato!
at that time i forget all my thoughts and just started discussing shape, size of potato with him.then we both planned to plant that potato near our house so as to get many heart shaped potatoes( i know i may not get same shape again!)
i was refreshed now. after giving him potato to plant i moved further. now i was happy. i got some time to spend with me happily. now i was  walking through trees, grass and crops . i wanted to answer my questions that were disturbing me again n again. i really made myself satisfied. all my questions were answered by me!
my mind was free now.all my  tensions were vanished at that time. it was really surprising.....
then i planned to go back
when i returned back my home guess what i did?
i started doing the thing which i like/love(my hobby). i spent some time with mum and brother.i felt really happy
for first time i felt like very light and flying . i didn't care for anyone else other than myself(i know it was bit selfish, but it was only method to get myself out of everything). it was really good time. such a sweet "heart" potato can make me happy!
i don't know you would call it"silly", "illogical"  or "nice"
but i just know that there are times when some small things prove to be very helpful to you.you are refreshed and you get some time to spend with yourself . when you spend some time with you, you are able to clear all the unanswered questions inside you.when you are tension free you like to do works you like. that really makes you happpy!

so, the moral i get is " give importance to  small things and give sometime to u. yes, spend sometime with you. living lonely is very good sometimes"
it was my l'll experience of today. for many it maybe illogical but i think that its also a great part of life. small but important experience............!
so, what i want to ask from you is that "anything that  appears small/illogical to others sometimes become integral part of life or played some vital role in changing your mood"??

12 comments:

  1. very touching!
    But don't know its author is feeling better or more worst!

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  2. of-course author was feeling better after that incident!!!!

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  3. best wishes for the author! and congratulations to author for finding answers to her questions from within her.

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  4. i'm really impressed by the way you pen-down your feelings. its really good. you are really a good writer.........

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  5. thank u
    but no one answered my question!
    ):

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  6. small are not always illogical. and logical is not always big!

    If that thing gives happiness to all (including me) it is logical and Huge!

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  7. you shouldn't because these are always with you.........
    it will look better if you will just curve '(' to ')' !!!
    look.......
    :)

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  8. oh....
    i just through all my posts today..really they are attached to me..whenever i think of deleting blog..friends like you suggest me to go through blog..n i give up that idea
    thanks dear by giving your precious comments :)

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