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& done  all the actions in silent pain,

but it was never meant to hurt all over again.

god knows whether its something worth or everything in vain.

the unknown, silent and different novel  but similar stories,

every page turned carries fear and worries.

its logical reason speaking to show,

seeming illogical repetition though!

the aim, intention or will was never to hurt , harm or hate,

don't know whether it was   unplanned /unknown situations or circumstances or the game of fate!

too many shattering of unseen droplets , breaking of glass like expectations and action of hardest ever thrown words i can feel,

and yes,to such extremities  there can't be other enough good way to deal.

but behind this  dark ,mystical and sinister curtain its the different story of silent flows,

to reveal the mystery  behind, all level of difficulty enters  the one question speaking "how"?

and this question has no answer to reply,

because everything was in vain and can't risk again to try

and that's all at the end and nothing to speak,do or react is left due to mistake of  mine,

but this thing is sure that god had set everything at this right time.

 so, if i believe in god i must have trust on him that everything is going to be fine....

and i  would like to add that  there was a big reason  to write this rhyme,

because it was necessity to feel sorry to all those people  who ever got  hurt by actions of mine

 and i expect that till the last day i live,

before it , everyone will forgive!

thankyou and sorry everyone !